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  <title>I&apos;m just grumpy, leave me alone.</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 01 Oct 2005 03:19:44 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Did it ever occur to you that we don&apos;t give a flying fuck about your &quot;other half&quot; that you picked up sometime last year?  No one seems to like it much, well, except you...</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 08:44:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Ahh.. Durka Durka</title>
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  <description>Well in short...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Bitch got hit by a train.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Meri is a God.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Stop with the dish bag, Bra...</description>
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  <lj:music>The Academy Is...</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 07:56:46 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>SOOOOO update :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marissa and Tasha left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lots of beer pong follows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We write on matt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I fall on Plant in my backyard lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tristan, Eddie and Jon go to Wal-mart to replace planter I fell on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I drink Guinness, I like, which means AJ is fucked&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am fucked. peace out homiees</description>
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  <lj:music>I&apos;m Drunk.... AGAIN!</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">I&apos;m Drunk.... AGAIN!</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jun 2005 07:05:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>because i was told  i had to.</title>
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  <description>Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. screaming to music at the top of my lungs in my car&lt;br /&gt;2. playing video games&lt;br /&gt;3. sleeping&lt;br /&gt;4. writing&lt;br /&gt;5. discussing literature - stupid, but true&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;uhh, 5 people... do this.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jun 2005 21:33:16 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Fuck this town. Fuck this state.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 31 May 2005 05:11:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;m so sorry for you.</title>
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  <description>You&apos;re like a horse with blinders on and the scene is your feed bag...  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And all I can do is sit here, shake my head, and wonder when, if ever, you&apos;ll realize what you&apos;re doing to yourself and your talent.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 21 May 2005 21:32:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Early thoughts on the next seven months of my life.</title>
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  <description>Schedule for Fall 2005: &lt;br&gt;
Monday/Wednesday

&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
11:00 - 12:15 - Social and Behavioral Science Honors

&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
12:30 - 13:45 - Modern Drama

&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
14:00 - 15:15 - Early Shakespeare

&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
15:30 - 16:45 - British Literature 1900 - 1945.


&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Thoughts on this :&lt;br&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;Fuck the honors college.&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;I know, and like, two of my teachers.&amp;nbsp; More importantly they like me.&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;First class with Maria in over three years&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;I hate Shakespeare with a passion.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;
I got my room assignment for Malibu Apartments.&amp;nbsp; 702 D.&amp;nbsp; I&apos;m
living with Frank, Foy and AJ, AJ&apos;s on my side.&amp;nbsp; It will be fun fo
shizzle.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Summer blows and, most likely, will continue to do so.&amp;nbsp; I haven&apos;t
been intoxicated in any sort of the word for almost a month. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Thoughts on this :&lt;br&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;Sleeping till two o&apos;clock everyday gets lame.&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;Video games get lame.&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;Drinking by yourself is not that fun.&lt;/li&gt;
  &lt;li&gt;I&apos;ve lost weight somehow.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;
Contrary to my inner feelings, I think I&apos;m going to apply to transfer
at the end of my sophomore year.&amp;nbsp; My idea is apply to really
prestigious schools so if/when I get in I can justify to my self that
I&apos;m doing the right thing.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Jon Smith might be coming to Tampa. That would be nice, a band would
surely follow.&amp;nbsp; I was excited about a new band... but I&apos;m not so
sure anymore.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Farewell.&lt;br&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Something Corporate</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Something Corporate</media:title>
  <lj:mood>Bored as hell.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 12 May 2005 01:49:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Grades</title>
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  <description>American Literature From 1912-1945 	Tampa 	A- &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20th-Century American Novel 	Tampa 	B+ 	&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Narration and Description 	Tampa 	B+ 	&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Screenwriting 	Tampa 	A- 	&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Swing Dance-Beg 	Tampa 	S 	&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meaning... a 3.50 and I can dance this semester and a 2.83 and I can dance overall.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 15 Apr 2005 17:09:53 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>( ) snuck out of the house&lt;br /&gt;( ) gotten lost in your city&lt;br /&gt;(x) saw a shooting star&lt;br /&gt;(x) been to any other countries besides the united states&lt;br /&gt;( ) had a serious surgery &lt;br /&gt;(x) gone out in public in your pajamas&lt;br /&gt;( ) kissed a stranger &lt;br /&gt;(x) hugged a stranger &lt;br /&gt;(x) been in a fist fight&lt;br /&gt;( ) been arrested&lt;br /&gt;(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose&lt;br /&gt;(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator&lt;br /&gt;(x) swore at your parents&lt;br /&gt;( ) been in love&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to a casino&lt;br /&gt;( ) been skydiving&lt;br /&gt;(x) broken a bone&lt;br /&gt;(x) been high&lt;br /&gt;(x) been drunk&lt;br /&gt;(x) skinny-dipped&lt;br /&gt;(x) skipped school&lt;br /&gt;(x) flashed someone&lt;br /&gt;(x) saw a therapist&lt;br /&gt;(x) done a split&lt;br /&gt;(x) played spin the bottle&lt;br /&gt;(x) gotten stitches&lt;br /&gt;( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour(or chocolate milk)&lt;br /&gt;(x) bitten someone&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to Niagara Falls&lt;br /&gt;(x) gotten the chicken pox&lt;br /&gt;(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex&lt;br /&gt;( ) kissed a member of the same sex&lt;br /&gt;( ) crashed into a friend&apos;s car&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to Japan&lt;br /&gt;(x) ridden in a taxi&lt;br /&gt;(x) been dumped...(or rejected)&lt;br /&gt;( ) shoplifted &lt;br /&gt;(x) been fired &lt;br /&gt;(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone on a blind date&lt;br /&gt;(x) lied to a friend&lt;br /&gt;(x) had a crush on a teacher&lt;br /&gt;( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans&lt;br /&gt;(x) been to Europe&lt;br /&gt;( ) slept with a co-worker&lt;br /&gt;( ) been married&lt;br /&gt;( ) gotten divorced&lt;br /&gt;( ) had children &lt;br /&gt;( ) seen someone die&lt;br /&gt;( ) had a close friend die&lt;br /&gt;( ) been to Africa&lt;br /&gt;(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day&lt;br /&gt;( ) Been to Canada&lt;br /&gt;( ) Been to Mexico&lt;br /&gt;(x) Been on a plane&lt;br /&gt;( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show&lt;br /&gt;( ) Thrown up in a bar&lt;br /&gt;(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire&lt;br /&gt;(x) Eaten Sushi &lt;br /&gt;(x) Been skiing/snowboarding&lt;br /&gt;(x) Met someone in person from the internet&lt;br /&gt;( ) lost a child&lt;br /&gt;(x) gone to college&lt;br /&gt;( ) graduated college&lt;br /&gt;( ) done hard drugs&lt;br /&gt;( ) tried killing yourself&lt;br /&gt;(x) fired a gun&lt;br /&gt;(x) purposely hurt yourself&lt;br /&gt;( ) taken painkillers&lt;br /&gt;( ) Lied to someone and told them that they were ur 1 and only&lt;br /&gt;(x) Kissed someone just for fun&lt;br /&gt;(x) Lied to ur best Friend &lt;br /&gt;( ) Choose a boy or girl over your Friend&lt;br /&gt;(x) love someone or miss someone right now&lt;br /&gt;( ) You Love/Loved one of your good friends&lt;br /&gt;(x) stayed up all night</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 03 Apr 2005 08:19:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The 2nd drunk post in a row.</title>
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  <description>Band = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Band pt. 2? = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;School = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drinking = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Writing the next great teen movie = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pointless posts = yay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sleep.</description>
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  <lj:music>AJ</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:02:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A little late...</title>
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  <description>Ok, ok.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just for those who HAVEN&apos;T seen it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/DSC01005.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/DSC01077.jpg&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Scary Movie Dos.</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Orgasmic.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jan 2005 08:04:54 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>So flippin cool.  Honestly.</description>
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  <lj:music>The Salads - Get Loose</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jan 2005 07:32:39 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;It&apos;s that time again... school&apos;s starting back up and, as always, we all must try harder second semester. This semester I&apos;m actually taking courses that sound interesting to me, so hooray for that, and seeing as I got kicked out of the Honors College (my 2.16 GPA was not good enough haha) I don&apos;t have to take Arts and Humanities.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So anyways, here&apos;s my schedule for the next couple months :&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;Monday and Wednesday &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Screenwriting 12:30 - 1:45&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Swing Dancing 2:00 - 2:50&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;b&gt;Tuesday and Thursday &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Twentieth Century American Novel 12:30 - 1:45&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;American Literature from 1912 to 1945 2:00 - 3:15&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;American History II 3:30 - 4:45&lt;/center&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Now I know you&apos;re thinking two things...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;A. What a fag, swing dancing....&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;and...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;B. HOW COOL NO FRIDAY CLASSES!!! CAN I COME VISIT!!!!????&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;And unfortunately, the answer to B is no because I&apos;m gonna be mackin the ladies with A.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;So anyways, in other splendid news, &lt;font size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.2dollarfine.com&quot;&gt;2 Dollar Fine&lt;/a&gt; is recording.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt; How freaking nifty right? That&apos;s what I&apos;m saying.... So yeah, be on the look out for the new EP &quot;The Safest Place Between Here and Home.&quot;&amp;nbsp; Also we&apos;re thinking about changing our name, any suggestions would be super!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;lt;/font&amp;gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ok, bye now&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Funeral For a Friend - Escape Artists Never Die</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 19 Dec 2004 06:12:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Haha...</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;Does it strike anyone else as just plain wrong that &lt;b&gt;Eddie Reyes&lt;/b&gt;, rhythm guitar for Taking Back Sunday...&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/ed.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;... strikes a disgustingly perfect resemblance to &lt;b&gt;Don Vito&lt;/b&gt; of &lt;i&gt;Viva La Bam&lt;/i&gt;... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/vito_m.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; ... ? &lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Hidden In Plain View</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 10 Dec 2004 21:15:57 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/yesssssss.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!! BRYAN K ADAMS! THEY&apos;RE BACK!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 22:08:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Holy Fuck.</title>
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  <description>Tomorrow I have 7-9 pages of Shakespeare due, 6-8 pages of Philosophy due and an essay on Hobbesian Liberty to write in class.  It is finals week and it seems I am inspired to do everything but write papers comparing/contrasting the three protagonists (King Lear, Richard II, Edward II) with regard to the degree to which each is a sympathetic character.  But really, what does it matter.  In 5 years, screw that, 5 days, who really is going to care what I, a college student who is half hung over on tequila, has to say on a topic that is so highly heated that it has been discussed for 400 some odd years.  Let’s be realistic here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I really want to be doing is… something.  Something that hasn’t be done.  Something unheard of.  Something that in 500 years people will read about and be like… “What the hell was this guy thinking?” and… “Why would you devote your life to doing this?” and… “That is amazing.” I want to be doing something that inspires people; I want to be the person that people say that they want to meet, dead or alive, for lunch in future essays. I want to be happy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are certain goals I am setting for myself in my life and this is my contract. By putting my thoughts down here, in written form, I will have an eternal reminder of my ambition.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to spend 5 years in a foreign country learning the language and culture, meeting people, broadening my horizons.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to create something, know everything about it, and show it to everyone else so  I can say I am the master of one thing, that I know all there is about a certain subject.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to get married and have kids, at least one being a son.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want a stomach of steel so I can drink tequila and not feel it in the morning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to invent something that flies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to tour with a music group, even if I’m not in the group, just tour the nation with a band.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want spend at least one year of my life hunting the unseen - ghosts, vampires, zombies, haunted houses, the Mothman, Banshees. I want to go all over the world in doing so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to write a book, a Bestseller if possible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to be recognized on a national level.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to meet the President of the United States, shake his hand and have him already know my name.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to spend $1000 on CDs alone at one time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to fall in love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to wake up one morning wondering where the hell I am, how I got there and have a feeling of regret from the night before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to wake up in the morning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to have a dog of my own, more than likely a Basset Hound, named Moe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to lecture on my life to high school students&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to teach AP English.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to get a tattoo.&lt;br /&gt;I want to be on Jeopardy or some other intelligent game show to see if I really am somewhat smart, and if I am, win some money.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want someone to describe me as the most intriguing person they have ever met.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to witness history in the making, with my own eyes, not through TV.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to own a small tea shop in a small town in a small state that no one would ever think to vacation to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to do stand up comedy, even if I would suck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to learn to play piano.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In short, I want to live my life unhindered by financial problems, wars, suicides, divorces, deaths, bombs, starvation, fights, nuclear explosions, spontaneous combustions, stock market crashes, train wrecks, terrible presidents, homeless veterans, the Atkins diet, the police, deadlines, Oprah Winfrey, Dr. Phil, Britney Spears and countless other celebrities who think they are right, math tests, meaningless essays, grades, politics, again financial constraints, a failing economy, work ethic and the constant ebb and flow of an ever changing society.  I want to do what I want, not the 13-17 pages of crap that is due tomorrow before one o’ clock.  Thank you for being my procrastinating substance.</description>
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  <lj:music>At the Drive In - One Armed Scissor</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Hung the fuck over.</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 30 Nov 2004 21:42:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>WOAH NELLY!</title>
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  <description>This is the scary house that my ghost story happened in, any of you that have heard it, the right top window was the other familys window that never showed up that was on when we came home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.old-tavern.com/oldtavern/lodging/woodardhouse.html&quot;&gt;http://www.old-tavern.com/oldtavern/lodging/woodardhouse.html&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 09 Nov 2004 04:34:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>You know you want this shirt</title>
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  <description>How hotness is this hotness...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/0803/Spastick/shirt.bmp&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 07:21:57 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>THIS IS HOW IORGINALLY RYPWS RHIA AWNRWNXW.</title>
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  <description>I &amp;lt;3 COLLEGE AND MY NEW ROOMATES.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BEER IS NICE TOO :-D.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YAY.</description>
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  <lj:music>BUZXXING!!!</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">BUZXXING!!!</media:title>
  <lj:mood>drunk</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 22:59:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>2 Dollar Fine like WOAH!</title>
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  <description>In December of 84, Jon Smith was a lonely college student. He had no direction in his life and his boyfriend of 7 years was joining the navy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;It was a hard time for me,&quot; Smith says, &quot;I was in a hole and there was no light to be seen. So I started writing lyrics.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Luckily for Smith, others were in his situation. Joe Gandolfo had just been fired from his pizza delivery job, Morgan Whitaker was rejected from the Arts College of New Hampshire and Bryan Adams was denied a job at Disney World because of his past with little boys.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I remeber thinking, if I can&apos;t dance I don&apos;t want to live,&quot; said Whitaker in an early interview, &quot;New Hampshire was the only place I could see my self, until 2 Dollar Fine that is.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so it was born. 2 Dollar Fine began writing and practicing in the harsh spring of &apos;97 in a warehouse 3 miles outside of Detroit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;They were hard times,&quot; recalls the drummer, Gandolfo, &quot;I was living in Besty (his car) and eating whatever I could run over in her.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But somehow the band survived the rough times and although Adams was arrested several times for some Micheal Jackson like stunts, they finally got him off the coke and into rehab.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &quot;Waking up one morning, I realized the birds were singing and the sun was shining, and I decided I&apos;d come clean,&quot; stated Adams, &quot;No more coke! I wasn&apos;t a coke addict - I was a beautiful singaporean-emo-guitar playing- boy!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And thus, 2 Dollar Fine got serious. They recorded their first full length album entitled &quot;Peaches - The Meanest Fruit&quot; and toured extensively, in Betsy, and finally came to a standstill around June of 2004.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As of now, the band is working hard to release a new EP, &quot;A Holiday for Lovers&quot; due to drop in late &apos;04. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace, Love and Rock n&apos; Roll.</description>
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  <lj:music>Better Luck Next Year - Daily Routine</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Giddy Like a School Girl!</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 20:28:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so much for the autographs &lt;br /&gt;so much for the apologies &lt;br /&gt;so much for the promises i never intended to keep</description>
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  <lj:music>Mae - Summertime</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>blank</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 05:28:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Holy fuckin shit.</title>
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  <description>Do these people ever sleep?!</description>
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  <lj:music>Jaydian, Ryan and a shit load of other loud people.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Jaydian, Ryan and a shit load of other loud people.</media:title>
  <lj:mood>pissed off</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 13 Oct 2004 04:30:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Fuckin A. Not him too.</title>
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  <description>FUCK!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hate being labeled the &quot;high and mighty asshole,&quot; really it doesnt nothing for my already miniscule self esteem, but really in a group of such overall cold bitches and douche bags, I can see where it wouldn&apos;t be hard to overstep the &quot;high and mighty asshole&quot; line.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I shouldn&apos;t hate you, but I do right now, and I hate you too. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope all the shit you talk comes back to bite you in the ass, take your cool-crowd high school clique somewhere else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;I want to get out.&lt;br /&gt;Please.</description>
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  <lj:music>Fuck y&apos;all, all y&apos;all.</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">Fuck y&apos;all, all y&apos;all.</media:title>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Oct 2004 18:06:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the match game, bitch</title>
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  <description>Ok people, whos hotter.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;johnny depp or arash?&lt;br /&gt;tom cruise or roly?&lt;br /&gt;brad pitt or rohit?&lt;br /&gt;antonio banderes of eddie?&lt;br /&gt;adam sandler or jon?&lt;br /&gt;gary coleman or al?&lt;br /&gt;ric flair or morgan?&lt;br /&gt;orlando bloom or tristan?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if u think u can handle urself give me ur name and well see how you do.</description>
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  <lj:music>Dashboard Confessional - The Best Deceptions</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 26 Sep 2004 07:09:58 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Just so everyone knows, the lip ring is gone, it was a pain in my ass.  I liked the way it looked and all, but it just was too much work to like avoid and get used to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear your name here,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss you so much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3 Me.</description>
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  <lj:music>Sportscenter</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>relieved</lj:mood>
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